Wednesday, July 11, 2007

How's ur Wednesday? Mine SUCKS.. Why? Today I rushed to the hospital to visit my mum.. I just happen to know that she can die anytime from now.. ANYTIME.. I feel so lost.. I don't know what to say or what to do.. I feel regretful about making my mum angry and frustrated when she was well. I love my mum alot alot alot.. I love her alot.. But through this dreadful incident, I realised something. NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR FAMILY.

Last time, I took my family for granted. Let's say, I took my MUM for granted. She taught my when she knew my exams were coming.. She encouraged me when I do badly in my studies.. She punished my when I do badly in my studies too.. Last time, whenever I went home, my mum would open the door for me. She would fetch me home. She will sing to me while driving. She would cook my favourite food for my for dinner and lunch. She would celebrate my b'day with me every year. She would sing Karaoke every morning of every weekend. I love her so much... She would bring me out for lunch.. To Bukit Timah Plaza. We would eat fish porridge. She would share some with me. She would offer me some fish. She would peal the skin of the fish as she knew I dislike fish skin so much. She would cut fruits for me. She would remind me to pack my bag every evening. She would remind me to do my homework too. She would reject to go for the Parents-session every year. She would pat me to sleep sometimes. She would encourage me to stop playing so much computer and study 5 eng and 5 cl compositions everyday. She would be angry at me if I refused to do so. She would buy Macdonalds for me sometimes. She would order Fillet-O-Fish for me as she knew I love it. She would buy me Wanton Noodles for lunch too. She would bring me to IMM to shop. She would bring me to pray at temples. She would encourage me to send my buddhist prayers everyday. She would remind me to be a good person and do good deeds. She would give me some money to give to those disable/people who need money. She would always say that she wanted to go to Taiwan with us. She would teach me how to study for certain subjects. She would scold me if I misbehaved at home. She will teased me when she think I'm acting cute.. She would teased me that I'm too old to act cute. She would tell me the funny things that happened when I was small. She would fetch me to school and back to home every school day. She would ask me to buy some duck rice for the family. She would ask me to buy some chicken rice for my sister. She would ask me to help her to do some house-chores. She would ask me to sweep the staircase. She would ask me to sweep the kitchen floor. She would ask me to pick the leaves and flowers fallen on the ground. She would ask me to be a good dancer. She would gossip with me abit about our enemy, our neighbour. She would send prayers to our ancestors. She always do so much for our family but yet i took it for granted.

Mum, I love you.. I really do. Please buddha and all god and goddess, please give my mum the strength and the ability to go through all of these successfully. I stil have so much things to tell her and do with her.. She's a good woman, a good daughter, a good son-in-law and definitely a GREAT MOTHER.. Buddha, god and goddess, i beg you! I really love my mum.

TO ALL READERS, PLEASE HELP TO PRAY FOR MY MUM! I REALLY DON'T WANT TO LOSE HER.. AND, IF UR PARENTS ARE STILL AROUND, TREASURE THEM. DON'T REGRET AFTER THEY PASSED AWAY. LIKE ME.. PLEASE.. I'M SERIOUS.. NO KIDDING!

In a pedastrian paradise.