Sunday, July 15, 2007

My mum was discharged from the hospital today.. But it wasn't the doctors' decision, it was my mum's.. But at least she can spend her last moments at home... I was awaken by my sister's yelling.. I woke up and was told that mum was coming home.. I was very anxious.. I went around the house to tidy up.. I know my mum would be very angry and frustrated if she'd see the house in a big mess.. Waiting for my mum was an axious moment.. After waiting for a while, I saw my dad's car entering my house compound. At that moment, I knew mum was back.. She can't walk as she's totally immobilised.. My dad and maid needed to carry her inorder for her to enter the house.. She wore the wig which we bought for her.. Seeing her in this manner hurt me.. I almost burst out in tears when I saw her.. But Icouldn't cause' i don't want her to feel depressed... I'm just afraid that I'd burst out in tears again in school tomorrow.. But it was really a heart-breaking moment.. So people, treasure your family members. If you think your friends are the most important things in your life, YOU'RE SO DARN WRONG.. This was what I learnt from this lesson.. But how sad.. I can NEVER EVER hear her do things that I want her to do.. For example, these:

1) Sing Karaoke.. Sing her favourite songs..
2)Nag at me..
3)Scold me..
4)Wag me with the cane...
5)Teach me..
6)Talk to me..
7)Fetch me to school..
8)Fetch me home..
9)Smile at me..
10)E.t.c

On Thursday when I told her that I'd be performing during Aesthetic Night, She gave me the thumbs up! I was so happy.. Or was I sad? People, I'm sorry.. These few days and the next few I'd be very quiet and in a daze.. If you guys really wanna help me, There's only a few ways...

1)Look after your mum for me.
2)Don't scold your mum anymore!
3)Send SERIOUS prayers to my mum.. (OR ELSE 4GET IT!)
If you need her information, I give you now..
Name:Dorren Lim Sin Lai
Age: 53
4)Treat your family members nicely..
5)Please celebrate your mother's B'day and mothers' day EVERY YEAR.
6)Don't take your family members for granted like me..

Thanks.

In a pedastrian paradise.