Thursday, August 09, 2007

Today is the last day of the wake. I cried when I heard that they are going to close the coffin. Nothing much to talk about. I don't want to remember all the sad stuffs I had on that day. Like tears. But I really wanna thank Mrs Lee, class 101 and the other teachers for the money they gave. It is very nice of them. You guys gave a total of $170. Thanks alot! I wanna specially thankt these guys for their support during my weakest moment.
They are:
Baiti: Thanks alot for cheering me up during my weakest moment. Thanks for helping me to copy down notes when I wasn't in school.
Meiling: Thanks for cheering me up too! Thanks for keeping me updated all the homework you guys had in school.
Shao Kai: Thanks alot for cheering me up too! Thanks for being the 1st to keep me updated with the homework you guys had in school and chatting and SMSing me when I'm bored. Thanks for making me laugh in school for doing some really foolish stuffs and definitely, thanks for explaining the horoscopes to me.
Cheng Kiat: Thanks for asking about me and my mum's situation.
Kaiyang: Thanks for cheering me up in school [as always]. And thanks for NOT ANNOYING me too much in school during my weakest period.

I wanna thank the whole lot of you who showed me support like visting me at the wake, SMSing me, MSNing me and cheering me up. Thanks! =) But really, if you guys wanna continue to show support, there's only one way. RESPECT AND TREASURE YOUR MUMS. DON'T TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED. NEVER EVER.

In a pedastrian paradise.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Today when I was at my mum's funeral, I received an unexpected SMS from Mrs Lee, my math and form teacher. She said that she'd come to the funeral with a bunch of 101 Queenswayan. When I asked her for the number of pupils or people coming, she said around 20. Woah! That's a lot of number I reacted. So, around about 2-3pm, I was folding the Hell Papers for my mum when suddenly, I saw a familar face of a shortie near the lift. Later did I realise, it was Kai Yang. I was shocked to see him and know that he actually came! Later, aftter him was a bunch of 101 Queenswayan. I remembered some people who came.. Meiling, baiti, yuxi,jia yuan, vivenkha, grace,liyana, pavithra, aiko, amira, shao kai, qijun, zheng heng, kaiyang, samuel, cheng kiat,simon, yong sheng, marc and alot more. What shocked me was that shao kai, kaiyang, zheng heng, grace, chengkiat and yong sheng actually came! Shao Kai said in his blog that I looked very optimistic on that day and still able to joke around. Actually, I was acting. Somehow, I just still couldn't believe that I'm actually praying my mum.. Anyway, I looked optimistic because I don't want close friends like kai, baiti and meiling to worry about me. Like see me in tears. So, yea.. this is it. Nothing much to say..

In a pedastrian paradise.

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Today is August 5th. Something that I've been expecting has finally happened today. What is it? Yep. It is my mum's death anniversary. She passed away peacefully today afternoon at 12.10pm. My relatives managed to see her last view. Anyway, this day has been a very tiring day as I needed to do alot of things for my mum. We had to call up the Singapore Casket to order a casket for my mum. We also had to pack mum's things to put in mum's coffin. While packing up her stuffs, I then realised that how much my mum cares about me. When checking her drawers, I noticed that my school socks, school uniform, all of my sister's and mine bags, our used handphones, our used purses are all in her drawers. Meaning that, she had been looking after my stuffs all along! All of our used items she kept in her drawers.. Does this mean that my mum love us dearly and kept all of our used stuffs as memories of the past and of us? Even though we witnessed her death today in her room, I believed that she had actually already passed away the day before. Why? It is because on the day before her dismissal, my cousin, who is in Bejing now, dreamt of my mother. In her dream, my mother wore a red clothing, which I suspect to be a kimono. My mother did not said anything to her but just smiled cheerfully and nicely. Why do I suspect the red clothing to be a kimono and not anything else? Because, on the day before and on that day, after knowing that my mum would passed away any time from then, we helped her to put on her favourite red kimono which she bought from Japan a few years ago, before she got married. So I believed that, my mother must had passed away on the day before. Or else, my cousin couldn't have dreamt of her wearing a red kimono. So this is it! =)

In a pedastrian paradise.