Sunday, August 05, 2007

Today is August 5th. Something that I've been expecting has finally happened today. What is it? Yep. It is my mum's death anniversary. She passed away peacefully today afternoon at 12.10pm. My relatives managed to see her last view. Anyway, this day has been a very tiring day as I needed to do alot of things for my mum. We had to call up the Singapore Casket to order a casket for my mum. We also had to pack mum's things to put in mum's coffin. While packing up her stuffs, I then realised that how much my mum cares about me. When checking her drawers, I noticed that my school socks, school uniform, all of my sister's and mine bags, our used handphones, our used purses are all in her drawers. Meaning that, she had been looking after my stuffs all along! All of our used items she kept in her drawers.. Does this mean that my mum love us dearly and kept all of our used stuffs as memories of the past and of us? Even though we witnessed her death today in her room, I believed that she had actually already passed away the day before. Why? It is because on the day before her dismissal, my cousin, who is in Bejing now, dreamt of my mother. In her dream, my mother wore a red clothing, which I suspect to be a kimono. My mother did not said anything to her but just smiled cheerfully and nicely. Why do I suspect the red clothing to be a kimono and not anything else? Because, on the day before and on that day, after knowing that my mum would passed away any time from then, we helped her to put on her favourite red kimono which she bought from Japan a few years ago, before she got married. So I believed that, my mother must had passed away on the day before. Or else, my cousin couldn't have dreamt of her wearing a red kimono. So this is it! =)

In a pedastrian paradise.